darwin deezzzz my man. love him. anyways life is pretty dandy. so much work its ridiculous. my last couple of months have been such a roller coaster. my friends, school, family and my bf. this is the third time we are going out..:/ third time lucky i guess. 
we just seem to be so bloody complicated or well he does. we were apart but still “together” for a while that never really seems to work. we successfully broke up for one day last week, again a major failure. the boy who shows no emotions, broke down crying. i just want to cuddle him and be there for him.. but its so emotionally draining. but i want it to work soooo badly, oh well i ll see xxxx